Keep smiling...it is a beautiful thing!
No matter how hard times come along your way, just walk forward with a smile on your face. Smile makes everything beautiful.
Monday, June 11, 2018
Tuesday, January 16, 2018
Often I think I am not meant for it.
Maybe I could fall for someone. Just
maybe. The thing is that, I love the idea of love but not being into love. And I
am not interested in falling in love, because I am not capable. And I can’t.
But to be frank, I envy love and those
who are in love. It is quite beautifully challenging being in love, right? But
it is not that I am afraid of challenges also. I love challenges but not that
love kind of challenges. I accept that love is rare. And it probably won’t
happen to me. Maybe, love is not for me.
I am a kind of girl who appreciates love
but doesn’t want to be in it. Because I am not interested in opening up all of
the pieces of my heart and let someone fill the gap in it. I just don’t want
it. And I feel that I am okay with it. Or maybe, I am just not ready for that.
But believe me, love looks incredible.
And at times I think to myself that I can go for it. But then I realize that
people judge me before they even know me. That’s why I’m better off alone. And
I can’t let people judge me for who I am. I can’t break myself and search for
someone to put the pieces into the place.
Maybe, I am happy for where I am without
it. I am not capable of making someone else blend the colors of their life with
colors of my life.
When people ask me why I run away from
this beautiful thing called love, I am left swirling with the question in my
brain. I am left questioning everything. And you know, I have difficult time
with this world. Often I think I am not meant for it.
Wednesday, March 2, 2016
There is a reason why I keep it all inside…
I feel like spitting out my entire story but I am
afraid that not everyone would understand me. For that very reason, I tend to
keep a lot to myself. I feel that it is difficult to find someone who
understands exactly what one has got inside.
But seriously, at times I am proved wrong. My mother
understands me right. She gets me exactly and accurately. But not every time. Nevertheless,
I am overwhelmed with how she apprehends me and my feelings, often.
I am little more coward, actually. I
usually don’t open up to people, not even to my close friends. I get scared
that what if they get me wrong and laugh out. I am little too much sensitive. I
can’t afford to let anyone close enough to hurt me. Precisely, I love myself
more. I know, that sounds imprudent. Maybe, I am imprudent. This is me!
Seriously, I have been through my worst
of times. At times, I was left with no other option than to quit. But no matter
what, I pushed myself and stood up even stronger (my assumption). This happens
every time. And I wonder for how long will I be fighting, because I know I
can’t fight forever.
I
have always been my own saviour. I am kind of possessive with myself and my
belongings. Most of the time I get kneeled down by my assertiveness. I try to
explain my stand but somehow I am left with no specific words. And then, I tend
to get afraid that what if I am not able to exactly describe what’s inside me.
Being particular isn’t good, I suppose.
You see! I have written this long but
there is nothing so eloquent about this article. I am not able to spit out
exactly what I wanted to. Consequently, it is more of the paper stayed
half-filled and I could not have defined it slightly better. Perhaps, I am
afraid that not everyone would comprehend me. J
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Gladdest thing under the sun!
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
There is a love that is divine
Look
at this breeze
Seeing
me alone, it’s teasing me.
Look,
even these flowers
Seeing
me alone, are nagging me.
Please
come soon & hide me in your arms.
I
beg you, hold me & never let me go.
When
you are not here,
My
world traumatizes all of sudden.
When
you are not here,
Even
the path I constantly walk turns into alien all of sudden.
Please
come soon & catch my hand
And
walk with me for eternity.
Take
note, the song that I am singing
Are
also waiting for your return.
Look,
even my eyes are craving to see you.
I
didn’t even perceive how secure I feel to have you.
I
didn’t even realize that you have my heart already stolen.
Please
come soon, I plead you & want you here with me.
Thursday, August 21, 2014
Sunday, August 17, 2014
Love to listen!
I don't want to talk about it
- Rod Stewart
I can tell by your eyes that you've
probably been cryin' forever
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
If I stand all alone, will the shadows hide the colors of my heart
Blue for the tears, black for the night's fears
The star in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this old heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
If I stand all alone, will the shadows hide the colors of my heart
Blue for the tears, black for the night's fears
The star in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this old heart
If I stay here just a little bit longer
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart
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