Life is so unreliable and cruel. Difficulties don’t come
when we are willing to face it. But it comes when we are unaware of it. My
father got brain stroke in the year 2009 and he got paralysed. It was during my
examination. I was writing my class IX examination. The incident made me numb.
My family were all dejected, especially my mother. Her better half was lying on
the bed, half dead. I was sad and gloomy.
Maybe I am wrong. Maybe I misunderstood the lesson of life.
I want to take things for granted. Now I know and I am confirmed that life is
not trustworthy, I don’t plan for the next moment. If I do so, I know that
untrustworthy will overspill me and I will be miserable. I don’t want that.
Within me, I make sure that I adore the very moment and live to fullest.
I am inspired by my father and his strength of mind. He is
still half paralysed. His right hand and right leg is distressed and do not
listen to his brain. They are devoid of life. But he has hope that someday they
will be thriving. At least, a little. I wish his hope be contented. But I know,
this will not happen and he does so. My mother does each and every ritual in a
hope that someday her better half will get well. I know she is tired. But she
never sighs. Their love is wonder.
At different point, perception takes different direction. I
used to think that life is a fairy tale. The ending is always happy but I was
flawed. Reality does not contain fantasy. I remind myself that everything has a
purpose in life. We are the one to discover it either positively or negatively.
It is not that I am mad with my life. I love my life and
people who are part of me. I want them by me all my life. It is not possible, I
know. I am worn-out and exhausted thinking my wishes never get fulfilled. Life
isn’t so easy. You just don’t worth it, you earn it.
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